This might not be that L word yet, but something close to. If you let me wandering around at this phase a little bit longer………….. I don’t know what it would be.

I said two words instead of three.

I said “good luck” instead of “I loveD you”. 

Gak Lewat Pintu, Tapi Manjat Jendela

Kalau Allah menutup pintu, Allah pasti ngebuka jendelanya. Meskipun jendela itu ukurannya lebih kecil dari pintu, dan ngelewatinnya pun butuh usaha yang lebih besar. Tapi apapun yang ada di balik jendela itu pasti gak kalah bagus dari apa yang ada di balik pintu.

 Dan sekarang saya udah berhasil ngelewatin jendela yang kecil, berhasil ngeliat dengan jelas pemandangan bagus yang Allah siapin buat saya. Haha.

MBTI IM TELKOM emang bukan ARSITEKTUR UGM, tapi sekarang saya bener - bener tau mau jadi apa saya nanti. Dan apapun yang saya pengenin itu bisa saya dapetin dengan saya berada di sini, di Bandung dan bukan di Jogja. 

-ECP-

ps: I was smiling when I typed this :)

Inconsolable

…

I don’t want to waste another day
Keeping it inside, it’s killing me
‘Cause all I ever want
It comes right down to you, to you

I wish that I could find the words to say

…

Inconsolable - Backstreetboys

September - Daughtry

How the time passed away? All the trouble that we gave
And all those days we spent out by the lake
Has it all gone to waste? All the promises we made
One by one they vanish just the same

Of all the things I still remember
Summer’s never looked the same
The years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain

In the middle of September we’d still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now on how things could’ve been
It was worth it in the end

Now it all seems so clear, there’s nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer’s moving on
We reach for something that’s already gone

Of all the things I still remember
Summer’s never looked the same
The years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain

In the middle of September we’d still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now on how things could’ve been
It was worth it in the end

We knew we had to leave this town
But we never knew when and we never knew how
We would end up here the way we are
Yeah we knew we had to leave this town
But we never knew when and we never knew how

Of all the things I still remember
Summer’s never looked the same
The years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain

In the middle of September we’d still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now on how things could’ve been
It was worth it in the end